idiots..hwk..etc
i felt i was surrounded by idiots while talking on msn today...dun ask me wad happened..lol..
and after going to joys house tmr..i so promise you..i will never play go again...i suck at it..lol..
tons of hwk to finish..
cant remember wad i wanted to say..
um...happy halloween?? tts one i guess...
some wierd thing happened today..esp with IT and shuje and me...and i wonder why...--nudge paul and perri...
cant remember..tts all for now i guess..
someone who......i dislike you..
I AM CRAP AT PLAYING GO. FULLSTOP...im fine with it..anyway..its not the point...
someone who...underestimates me....i dislike you...
someone who..annoys me..i also dislike you..
someone who...are like a spoilt brat..i dislike you..
someone who...betrays my trust..i dislike you..
and if you are one of those people..and u still think ure in my good books.. u are retarded..permenantly..
btw..when i say dislike..i mean dislike..and for the person at the previous post..i still dislike you..
i like you better when u kept your mouth shut--quote from danetta :)
and for that same person..who said someone else is a spoilt brat..u 2..are one...
shall stop here...
potential or talent?
some people told me that i had potential in drawing anime..some other people told me i have a talent in drawing anime..apparently the people who told me i had potential told me i couldnt draw that well becuase the face wasnt pointy enough..and that some other proportions were "crappy" as well...well...i had the help of a picture while drawing..and it looked exactly the same to me..and so why are u telling me this proportion crap?lol..sry..im being harsh here...if u told me my proportion was crap..wont u be telling the same to the drawer then? but anyways..im confused now...wad does potential and talent mean to me?
dictionary.com:
potential: capable of being or becoming
talent: a special natural ability or aptitude
does that mean here..if i practice my potential, it will become a talent? but if talents are given by God..altho u have to practice to be perfect..wouldnt it mean it would be a level higher than potential..like...in the middle..--mm..like..u have the talent to do it..but u have to practice..is that then the same as potential??
arrgghh..head hurts..cant think anymore...shall retardedly work harder i guess..--fizzled mind..arrgghh...
blind2
lol..recovered sight..was frantically rushing thro scanning manga and editing it into my com..3 volumes..outrages!! it took me like 2 days to finish just 3 volumes..o wells..head hurts..too much scanning too much pages--as in looking thro..lol..
people in school starting to play go..mm..lol..tired...too much multitasking...
math test tmr...m... and my brains too fizzled..cant remeber wad i wanted to say..lol..shall type it up when i remember... -_''
btw..mark bro..forgive and forget :) cheer up yeah..altho it was at the other person...and i want you to noe, my bro..that im there for you..as a sis..lol..so yeah..feel free to share :) *hahaha..cant believe i wrote this..**mark..u better be happy if u do read this now..hahaha*
became "blind'
became sorta blind today..rushing tho the post..cos busy.--scanning manga into the com __'' anyways..
shall leave the rest to next post...lol..
dislike..and stolen friend
i am going to say that im starting to dislike you..for some reasons..i don't know why..i doubt you even know this...i doubt you would even be reading this..one reason why i start to dislike you because you have very drastic mood swings which somehow annoy me alot.. mmm..
one of my "dear" friends..i have to say..u used to be one of my dear friends here.. until you were "stolen" by a guy and now talk less to me/our group rather...it feels wierd just having our group just being together..cos u were "stolen" by a guy and u talk with him..therefore..hanging out less with us.. i don't mind u being with him..but u cut down on the time when you spend with us which is sad in a way..i feel you drifting apart from our group...i cant be stuffed now really..cos u obviously like his company..and dont mind being with him than us.. u say that we are teasing you being with that guy..but in reality..its a fact..u are being with him like..lets say...90% of ur school day..in school anyway.and who knows..mebbe more cos u talk to him on msn.. so yeah...if you like being with him..i can't be stuffed getting you back cos u don't even have a spark of determination of at least spending more time with us...
mood: sarcastic and a little annoyed..listening to: free as a bird~dedicated to t (echizen ryoma's character song)
5 more weeks..
its 5 more weeks before the awaited week..melbourne cup is 2 weeks ard the corner...nothing much happening here..been slacking...searching and downloading songs..and finally homework..watching ouran high...etcetc...
being bored..so labelling all what i have been doin...trying to revive glenny manga forums..but no one ever goes there in the first place now..so its like..sad...anyone wanna join in?its like mostly for artworks..but yeah..would be good if people joined in XD...
hoping to crash in someone's house..who's house should we go to would be the problem.. -_'' VCE starts next year for me..so i would have to study hard.m..that reminds me..i need to send in my resume for work experience..it would be good if i could go into a mangaka studio or smth..bt that would never happen i guess.becuase here doesnt have any studios like that..lol.. *i reckon translating manga's fun tho XD*
talked to brian these few days..interesting talk we had...and then...talked to many others as well..saw Daniel on sat..lol..
i'd wish they allow us to upload files here..but they don't...
mood: bored..listening to: -Viva Rock by orange range.. (naruto's 5th closing i think)- The world by nightmare.. (opening song for death note..)others: just blogging.. -_''
boredom..just posting up drawings..
lol..drawings..
a pic i did of kakashi..iruka..sasuke..naruto..sakura..
if u think ure locked up..trust betrayed?
a friend was confiding in me today that someone said something bad about her that triggered memories and is starting to be locked up again. she says that being locked up is the only defense she can have..
my rant--again..lol : if you think that being locked up is your only defense..and not talking..trying to become mute..then what about your friends?are u going to let them down after years they have been friends with you?and that you think that your friends are going to be happy after that? can't u find another way then?if thats the only way you have and you don't want to search for a better solution, and then u leave it like that, then the only thing i can say to you..have fun being locked up then..if you cbs finding another way to retaliate and get out of the fix ure in.at least try and search for the answer to retaliate...ask the person themselves why they would say that..and if they have ever been in your shoes? anways..ill leave it up to you. becuase you wouldnt be happy if i tried to interfere much in your affairs anyway. and i hope that my trust in you wouldn't be betrayed..unless you really wanna betray it and become "mute"...
wierdness.......bt its not with me...lol
I was talking to a friend today and he told me that he likes this math teacher....they are like 10 yrs apart..and i asked him why he liked her..and his response was that they both get along very well, and he seems to get special treatment from her..and if he doesnt tell her how he feels, he cant sleep at night...bt he he smsed her alr..-_''..ok..time for my ranting now..and if u jus happen to see this..im sorry..but i cant help but rant..
first things first..do u actually know she's taken?!?!she's like soooo much older than u..secondly..u think that she giving u special treatment and making u her favourite student has a chance of her liking you??and are you sure that ure no mistaking ur crush/love for admiration and respect!?!?and if you both getting along very well leads u to liking her saying that that is one of the reasons that u like her..then u might as well find someone else..cos alot of people can get along with u...anyways..
back from camp..pretty happy :) survived it..sprained my ankle on first day tho..and for the next day..estimating..would be ard 10km..10km with a sprained ankle..lol..amazing..the guys from duke of ed were like talking about me the whole trip becuase i "pwned" fernando.. -_'' and they were asking me to show them some stuff i knew..like i pressed sumir's back-pressure point and did a headlock and it hurt like hell for him even tho he does karate..lol..*people talking about me..no wonder i was sneezing quite a lot..lol!!*mr mckinnon and ashley who does animal sci in melb uni came..so it was interesting to talk to ashley..mr mckinnon skipped class!!lol.. anyways..shall stop for now..busy..lol..
yr 12 cosplay..
Hm..there was yr 12 muck up day today(dress up day) and i was walking around with joy and beck who i think ditched me today..lol.. from bleach..saw 2 hitsugaya taichous, 1 tousen taichou, 1 aizen taichou, a quincy, and from naruto, saw a kiba(no akamaru..lol)..and from death note, L!!lol..and it's that sasuke hairstyle dude who dressed up as him XD..(so kawaii..lol)
camps tommorrow...-_'' *i will be dead when i come back..so dun expect any updates for like a week or so..lol!~!*
btw..lol! that reminded me..i "bullied?" a guy today :'( cos zandra was trying to twist fernando's hand back to the back..and it didn't hurt for fernando and shane was telling zandra it wasn't the right way to do it..and zandra was asking how to do the twist properly..and i was like..can i use fernando as a guinea pig to show zandra? and he was like..ok...and shane was like..go for it..lol.. and i did it--twist the hand back to the back..and fernando was like bending over with the hand because it hurt..and he was like..owwww...and im like oops..sorry(i didnt use my full force when twisting his hand back to the back..)..but i didnt noe if fernando heard me..but anyways..im sorry fernando..lol... *main note to myself..use less force then the less force i used on fernando if i have to do it to him again, not that i would do it again anyway..lol* and shane was like..give me a high 5..good work..you owned(pwned) fernando and im like.. -_ '' .... anyways.. :'( dun use a lot of force for people that i dont noe if theyre strong enough to withstand pain..--''..lol!
*florian!! it's all your fault..lol..jkjk..dun take it too hard :)
* i thank my "master" florian for teaching me self defense..lol*..anyways..off i go..
bleach..
was talking to thomas today..and we were talking about exams i think..LOL..and stuff..
quote from thomas: mole represents chem, loci - e maths, hitler - history, newton - physics, hecate - literature..*lol*
he also had his dp- ichigo..lol..and he told me that he watched 25 eps in a day during exam period..*LOL!!!* tsk tsk thomas..watching during exam period..lol*..was hooked and later..got off the hook..lol.. that reminds me..sci and math test tmr.. -_'' and duke of ed camp next week :'( NOOOOO!!!..o wells..LOL..thomas..good luck for exams..esp when u really want to watch bleach..haha..but wed is last day..bt good luck anyway..haha..and of cos good luck to all people taking exams..like..jeremiah..josiah..huiwen..weifeng..suqi..ben..fhairil??lynette..lol..esp those O'levels...work hard guys..and get good marks..lol..
gtg..off to study :'( ..lol..the cranium..sternum..humerus..tibia..patella...ribs..pelvis..sacrum.. gastrocneminus..deltoids..etcetc..for bones...for CNS(central nervous system).the neuron..axon..dendrite..for circulatory..superior vena cava..right and left atrium, ventricles..etcetc..and tons more.haiz...and math!! geometry..mm..lol..
IT..
Tests have been postponed to mon..Had roll duty today and it was interesting. Hm..a few days ago, we had english..and Paul got out of his seat to sit next to Manuela to chat with her..and since I was standing and finally found a seat..*lol* i sat down..the person sitting next to me was Shuje..lol..and IT was there..i think IT couldn't handle it and said to me..you are ticklish arent u..and she started tickling me.bt as usual..the me..wasnt that ticklish..so didnt succumb to her tickling..and Shuje went: Stop bugging her... *lol* i think IT was very furious and jealous..lol..her nick put: status: as bad as can be *lol..yeah rite* IT has roll duty on mon.so i assume Shuje would be very happy..lol..Mm..ms slifirski came back to school with her baby today..didnt get to talk much to her because i had roll duty.. :'( ms slifirski asked for me in class as well..so I was happy she remembered me..hehe..cause to her..im like the quite yet cheeky type..lol
was reading bleach manga and rukia's zanpaktou was soo cool :) shes still my ever favourite character..lol..o wells..should go off now..dinner and then caregroups gonna start..mm..
group study
Had group study with Shuje, Katt today..lol..it was interesting..saw kai, alex, charlie, mark in the library as well.. overall i think study group today was alrite..lol..and then...went home..slept..and then..i seriously forgot wad happened the last few days..only thing i can remember: math and sci test on same day..math--geometry..and sci--human body and cells.. -_''
shall blog when i remeber..lol.!!
